Hanging on by my toenails

I have so much stuff floating around in my head that it's hard to know where to start. I guess I should start with a really quick explanation of who I am and why I am here on this site. I'm a married mom of two teenage boys and a displaced Southern girl still trying to figure out where I fit in, even after living here in the strange land of western Pennsylvania for almost twenty years. I've struggled with depression and anxiety most of my life which is a big reason for this blog. I started counseling last summer and it's helped me a lot but I still feel like I need an outlet for all the chaos in my head. Most of the time I feel like I am barely hanging on,although I'm in a better place than I was a year ago. My life hasn't been easy,  especially in the last few years but I'm hoping that I will be able to get a handle on things someday and not always question and doubt everything.