Hit the road, Barb!!
There's been some changes since the last time I made a post on here, the biggest thing being that I quit my job exactly a month ago . Up until August, I was pretty happy with the job but my boss did a 180 and decided to change the terms of my employment. I guess the details don't really matter because this is nothing new for me. I have a pattern of getting a job, doing fine for a while and then whenever a problem comes up I don't know how to handle it so things slowly start going downhill. Before I know it, my anxiety takes over and things progressively get worse and turn into a shit show. I'm done with living this way! As God as my witness, I WILL break this vicious cycle!! I'm starting a new job tomorrow. I am terrified of repeating the pattern but I have been working on some things with my counselor and I refuse to go down that road again. It's not going to be easy but I have to learn how to be more assertive and nipping things in the bud before they start...